set me on fire.

i really want to blog this down cos…..

IM DONE with reading the thick thick notes for my practicum~~ muahahaha! and it gave me such a clearer picture of what i really need to do, expect and prepare. never doubt the power of preperation -  how they can make you less worried of whats yet to come. so, YES i am speaking to those having exams and are mugging hard or preparing for any kind of exam/tests even!! when you’ve covered a topic, never doubt that you already covered it and make sure you throughly understand the content and meaning of it ok!

and i am so glad that truly, people who share the same experience(s) could relate more to each other. i realised that the principle of sowing and reaping is ALMOST applicable to any form or kind of situation. you simply reap what you sow.

there goes the cliche tagline some people whom u know might tell you ” but i already am running out of time… ” that’s simply because you haven’t been sowing your time in the right place! June once told me this: sow time reap time. and i really love the way it goes, and i am living the principle of it. time is the greatest investment i would ever plant in someone i love and cherish, its one way i show my love and concern and one way i chose to give something out of which money cant buy.

Galatians 6:9

And let us not grow weary while doing good, for in due season we shall reap IF we do no lose heart.

IF you do not lose heart, and not grow weary YET, i am BELIEVING with you that you’ll reap the harvest of your desires!

10 时。Tampines Mall。 Delifrance 。

我与我的NSC 碰面了。这果然是期待已久的见面。 看见她和蔼的笑容，那就是我收到最棒的见面礼。别的免谈。 与她聊了一下发现她原来是来帮助我的而不是来 fail 我的。看来，下星期一开学我不必担心的太多啦！与如耿老师说过的，一切将顺其自然！

其实，我的星期一过的很充实即很平凡，看了两部电影 - 与 Qianyin 看了 Kungfu Panda 中文版， 与我的影子看了徐克导演的Missing。 也在Cathay 的书局买了吴庆康得一本佳作《2359 昼》。 好像仿佛在一瞬间想栽培一下自己的艺术气息似的hehe，其实觉得样样都一概而论、蜻蜓点水般草草了事，虽不见得是件坏事，但却又看不到它的好在何处。

先聊聊电影吧… 我个人两部都喜欢  - 尤其是Missing。 徐克导演的电影剪裁新颖，拍摄手法了得 - 由不得让我不断惊叹，不少在海底世界拍摄海洋生物的画面的确非常优美。 电影也说到了现代人因承受不来精神上某种的压力而变得精神紧绷甚至崩溃。也冲看到了爱情的力量如何穿越世界，穿越dimension。its really very moving! and makes you feel like you wanna be in the film… haha..  我觉得人，最重要的就是该享受爱人与被爱的权利。不是吗？

过了两轮的电影马拉松，终于昨夜与 jy 到了 bel 的住家“拜师学艺”。 哈哈！

Bel wanted to test my voice, so she asked me to give her a song. I mean… HAHA it takes PLENTY of COURAGE to sing in front of a person who can really sing so well! my whole mind went blank..

So i went…

Me: (sings) ” HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~ “

jy:(looks away and laughs)

Bel: (laughs) I dont mean this!!! i mean, any song, any song u know from anywhere.

me: ( mind still blank ) errrr…. hmmm…

Bel: (smiles) its okay, sing Take all of me.  

after the whole session, what i truly understood was that my voice box needs plenty of rest and i need to drink alot of water. probably it has been overly strained during the past weeks and still in the midst of recovering. Honey and Celery drink and fruits could do my throat good says bel. i realised it too. my voice wasnt round, it was airy and im pushing myself to project the voice out. which is something i shouldnt, cos it should come out in a most natural way.  learnt something from my first lesson, that i should take care of my health too… because what i eat is important.

these are the nonos to good vocal cords:

- no supper, sleep 2-3hrs after that if need to

  - no COFFEE - no alcholic drinks - no shouting

i want to blog this down as a memoir to some good yet simple advices that i should keep even till next time!　：）

ok.. i hope the next lesson will be better! and i need to lose 2kgs by the end of this month!! ( ok i know i need to lose more.. LOL but start with something first la! )

GO GEK GO!!  

这整个礼拜过的还算挺充实的。

周一， 领取全家福并且到奶奶家拜访逗留。

周二， 忙完家务事后上了一个非比寻常别开生慕的conference。

周三， 做了点家务然后购物老妈的生日喜物，也与志同道合的亲友共进晚餐。

周四， 也约了同样的朋友。

周五， 午餐与Z. 约了好好先生M., 有说有笑，话题笑声源源不断。 旁晚时分巧遇了兼师兼友闲逛。

在我俩的对话中，令我不自禁也蓦然的发现我确实是有些语言障碍的存在。 很多时候，我毫无保留的使用英语掺杂华语在掺杂方言的习惯，另我似乎有些懊恼。学坏3天，学乖3年。

sow a habit, reap a character.  我完全认同。

so i began to question myself, what exactly is my main language?

我只能静静的摸索，不断的更新，不断地寻找．．．

i’ve got all i need;

right here with you.

June 2-4 has tremendously blessed and challenged me to become someone i always wanted to become.

I gave ideas, cheered, sang, support, and even led a group of awesome people! And iam glad that i wont regret it one bit when there are people who still say that its not worth the time, the effort and the strength. But who cares? I’ve given much and has recieved even more - encounters, friendships, responsibilities, joy and love. Indeed, it has been the LOUDest yet Love rEVOLution! I simply re-love my leaders and friends all over and over again.

And i’ve met good co-labourers and friends during this camp who alongside made things so much easier for me. Special thanks to Lezenga who’s so creative and funny! Newbies like Pris and Luci has really encouraged me so much as well! Day1 where we were doing Rush Hour, they supported me so much in cheering and being a good sport. Indeed, you’ll never walk alone and I will never walk alone.

We too celebrated Jenn’s birthday in camp, and dont worry Jenn.. we wont sabo u lahhh~~ i know you dont like..

and last thing to add, on the last day at the campfire my slippers snapped after jumping that thousand legged worm dance and doing the LONGEST STAR JUMP which broke the simi simi record of Singapore something something book. its very -.-”’ lor! But haha, I DID REALLY enjoyed myself! Goodness! I looked at all the sisters - they’re all wearing their slippers and so i have to borrow from my co team ic who’s a brother instead.  So, after camp as came to an end, Jenn, Mel, Zyky and me went to dine at C-nai HK cafe @ Katong. Zyky cant stop laughing at how funny i look in the big slippers. But its ok, its alright!! gekky gekky zai zai zai!!

oh yah, if u missed out LOUD camp, here’s some cheers to teach you just in case u wanna figure out how to cheer.

1) ( hands Up!) claps!

Eh! Eh! Samu leh!

Kuchi Pehpeh Kuchi Peh

Kuchi Pehpeh Samu leh!

Xi de guo dong xi dong!

Xi de guo dong xi de dong!

Ni! Ni! Ni! Ni!

Xi gou le ma!

2)  I say LEGUMBA No. 1 you dont believe very charm!

what say you say i say, what say you say i say!

You say LEGUMBA No. 2, i would say you KUKU!

what say you say i say, what say you say i say!

LEGUMBA LEGUMBA is the best! We will beat all the rest!

what say you say i say, what say you say i say!

LEGUMBA! OEI!

LEGUMBA! OEI!

LEGUMBA sat sat oei!

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and i guess everyone of us needs a cheerleader to cheer us on and to stir us when ever we felt that we dont feel like moving or doing anything. today, i would encourage you sad you have read till the end of this post that we should ourselves learn to be self encouragers because we are who we determine to be.

Jy gave me an offer to learn singing under Belle. And i think im really interested in it!

有时真不知道是不是自己老了..才不两下换个仓鼠笼以及洗刷冲凉房罢了，本人竟然扭伤了腰。

让我想到一首谢霆锋的老歌：旧伤口。　

“旧伤口　一直缠着我　一直不让我走　像多年的朋友＂

更想用陈亦迅的 That’s just life 回应。

百感交集的人事物上千上万，让时间慢慢溜走，让时间慢慢开口。

坚持自己想要的，珍惜现在所有的，忘记已经过去的。

哲学达人我不配，在这冷风过境、雨滴一点一点滴下黎明破晓前

呼吸～ 生命原来多么美丽。我也找到了我发泄的管道。

感恩的心感谢有你
伴我一生让我有勇气作我自己
感恩的心感谢命运
花开花落我一样会珍惜

晶。

its been a fruitful day. was supposed to have tuition with the girls but i postponed it to weds afternoon instead. then i went to meet old kwok to get his camera, went to little india to thread my brows and we had rochor towhuay and kachang puteh.

followed up, was a meet up session with jocelyn at harbour front to catch and confirm my parts well for the songs im gg to sing tml. to think of that, i think i that i am just gg to give another best shot and drink more water ~~

lastly and most importantly, meeting the legumba tribe ppl to discuss about the camp issues. it was an awesome time! esp when we get to laugh at each other weird ideas! i am really looking forward to this camp!!

its time to close my eyes now. my pillow is calling out to me..sweet dreams everyone!!

in 10hours away……

HAPPY GRADUADTON GEK!

counting on the days to graduation - which is only tomorrow, it seems that my poly days flies faster than i thought they would. and to enter into a new environment requires somewhat a little more courage than usual and also time to adapt. and soon when u’re getting along with the environment, you’re bout to leave. this is just how funny life is. but well, we just got to learn and move on with life 

i couldn’t be more than happy to hear someone say ” I love you” to me one day last week. and i guess, for people’s who’s love language’s affirmative words, it really means alot. and to me, it means more than anything else to hear it from someone whom i really love alot.

just to update, i’m currently not working at my company anymore and am preparing my heart to teach in a primary school already. im really uncertain if this route that i have chosen, this career path is the best or yet. but i am sure that the still small voice that brought be through it all won’t be wrong. all i can do i to believe and continue trusting.

been very thankful for alot of people who came into my life ever since i entered poly. things began to change in a dramatic and good way since then!

hahaha, and i really love SODA GREEN!!! MY GOODNESS… THEY ARE REALLY GOOD CAN!! one of the most awesome bands i’ve ever come across. the unity and the spirit that they carry is really awesome! ZAN!! Here’s a few videos to catch em to check it out!!

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你形容我是这个世界上
无与伦比的美丽

我知道你才是这世界上
无与伦比的美丽

你知道当你需要个夏天
我会拼了命努力

我知道你会做我的掩护
当我是个逃兵

你形容我是这个世界上
无与伦比的美丽

我知道你才是这世界上
无与伦比的美丽

天上风筝在天上飞
地上人儿在地上追
你若担心你不能飞
你有我的蝴蝶

我若担心我不能飞