are things really impossible or are we just giving excuses?
Ps: this is going to be a super random post. majority are rants.
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rants:
why are you not going to act so weird and try to be normal like you know you can? your insercurities can never be occupied by the things you are doing now now matter how hard you try, watching each moment live by. why are you so cold hearted when you know that i love you? why are you so ungrateful? why dont you believe that i really love you? why you wanna abandon your so called family for someone who’s only aquainting? why do you want to be so harsh on yourself and dont know that this actually hurt people around you? why do you keep making trouble for me? cant you just sit down quietly and do your work? why dont you OPEN YOUR EYES and see my efforts and heart for you.. why dont you just be more active and less passive? why dont you just be more interested in my life? why dont you just stop praising yourself all the time? why dont you just do something about your situation? why dont you just help me help yourself? can you dont be so helpless?
in the midst of it all, the blame is never on me while i rant. but rather, the truth is im feeling this way bcos i’ve put the blame on others and not myself. though for some i am not fully to blame because there are too much factors involved. but when i see that my thinking changes, and the impossible gradually becomes POSSIBLE.


