set me on fire.

what more can i say

Your love has touched me every way

how much more can i do

to live a life pleasing to You?

show me how to live

i give my all, i stand in awe 

Chorus:

Je-sus, my Lover and Song

my Secret place all along

Healer, my Comfort and Rest

Like no other, You know me best 

Surrender, giving my all  

Not mine but Your will be done

Everlasting, Love of Father

Lord, You’re all I want.

Bridge:
Set me on fire, my only desire

this is what I ask today.

i shoud be more patient.its not coming, that soon.

i should be more aware, its determines my destiny.

i should be more diligent, i know im not so far from it.

i should be more excellent, so i have more time for others rather than doing self correcting.

i should be more obedient, for its what pleases my Daddy.

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anyway, i lost 1kg! hahaha finally i’ve seen results! continue to jiayou vis! go for it!!

was having class observation today and my supervisor gave me some comments on the way i deal with the class. i could turn them on and create interests in the kids but there is a serious lack in preperation of the lesson. i am commented as being creative, patient and spurring. But one thing i need to change more, is my character. She said i am a happy-go-lucky person, and i have a need to pay attention to DETAILS and be more ORGANISED. teaching is a career that requires one to really settle down, and follow the rules. But apparently, the lesson plans and the way i conducted my lessons proved myself to be someone who doesnt like to be bounded by restrictions and my thoughts are extremely creative but disorganised. then again.. i dunno if i will survive LONG enough.. i should just keep my fingers crossed, eyes opened and heart strong!!

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i am thankful for random people who is sent to make people laugh sometimes hahaha

yah..

“tham kuku ” you’ll get this kind of people once in a while. But still, iam thankful!

Leading a life of obedience and sacrifice is truly something not easy.

It involves strength, tears and countless sacrifices.

But i know its the only way that would please my Lord and King and the sacrifices didn’t go in vain.

Life consists of twist and turns, often men, inveitable to our own human flesh are so tempted to look back, to doubt, to worry, to fear and to be tormented by negative thoughts and emotional wounds.

Time won’t heal everything, God will. Time won’t show everything, God will. Time won’t speak on it own, God will -  when you Surrender your all and place Him as Only.

It indeed might not be the right solution by flesh, but i know the God solution is definately going to work out. Upon waiting, the only thing i could do is to look to Jesus, the Lover of my soul.

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vis, you can do better next time! you are already forgiven. Move on, and IMPROVE!  

it begins to surface especially when you are sick, the love of a parent and the one who truly loves you the most.

Unconditional, Unique, Understanding U.

mummy, no one understand me like u do. i really love u. :))

i took an mc leave from school duties tomorrow. hence i need to call the office at 6.45am to let the school know that i wont be turning up. was at my mum place visiting the doc earlier on cos i was running a flu and i lost my voice after teaching a class of 40 pupils whose noise level was horrendous after i gave them some tasks to do. many times i had to shout to gain their attention and “preach” to them how they must spare a thought for other classes who are having lessons as well. ( sounds familar yeah? haha ).

then the doc said that i was actually running a fever so he prescribed me an mc. i didnt even know i was, i mean i am feeling alright and i still could do things normally! now i really cant go to school tomorrow due to the bad cough and loss of voice. i pray i would get well in Jesus name as soon as possible i hope! There is sill work to be done, and people to talk to, and with my voice like this i am not advisable to talk too much.

God, please give me back my voice, clear my breathing difficulty and cough while i depend and rest in You.  

i seriously dont understand why you can make the same mistake over and over again and dont change for the better. do you really know what are you doing?? i seriously dont understand whats wrong with you. and i really dont like this side of you…. please change for the better OK??? PLEASE.

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more hands shld make light work, but the work load is heavier than it shld.

please learn to be more sharper and sensitive….

Love, the greatest. Indeed it is!

I went for a educators meeting with Pastor Mike on  friday, and i am tremendously blessed again on the Svc today! Or should i say, yesterday. It is so evident that people truly need the Lord, we tried hard to please men, but in the end its as though you’re running in a rat race. But when you do something that pleases Him, doors began to open and opportunities begin to come. Indeed it is so true!

On the meeting on Friday, Pastor Mike touched on various topics for the educators. Yet one thing he said that really touched my heart; God sees people as individuals with unique potentials. How i must treat my students as of value when i talk to them, seeing them as how God sees and loving them not with my own measure of love but His measure. Nonetheless, pastor spoke about how we too should take rests and never be so hard up on ourselves. i was like… WOW!

Been talking to mum about my constant headaches and dizzyness during the week, and this is kind of chronic already for a few months. Mum said: ” why not you eat regular meals and sleep regularly and lets observe and see?”.  hahahaha

then today, He talked about overcoming disappointments. How timely it is for many people. Some might proclaimed they haven’t been feeling disappointed for a long time, but the truth is the disappointments they had were often burried and never dealt with. Hence forming an shap edgy word piercing thru the heart just like the chinese character ” 忍 ”. It is so important that we should be aware of our emotions and the health of our emotional being which might lead to physical problems when not properly dealt with.

Seeing how much people need the Lord would only motivate me even more to serve Him all i can. Serving with my all, giving with my all, pouring out my all. Sometimes i really ask God: God how much is really my all? How much more can i still give? And i know, everything is not in vain, be it the visible efforts or the invisible ones, God is watching and He never forgets every seed that i’ve sown. I am indeed still thankful for what He has done for me all these years. 

Maybe you might start out running the race with a few close ones and ended up running the race yourself, but i guess God will never shortchange us, we will finish the race eventually. and along the way, he would add to us people, who will alongside be with us.  it is true that people come and go, and the Lord is all that remains at the end of the day.

AIYO… i realised that i misplaced my ac adapter to charge my laptop… I PRAY I CAN faster find it else.. my assignmentsss and reporttsssss aiyooooo LORDD~~~~

i’ll bring you more than a song;

for a song in itself is not what you’ve required

you search much deeper within

through the way things appear

you’re looking into my heart.

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yes, my HEART and your HEART.

为什么你走不到我的未来
让爱固定下来我不会永远青春可爱
我的美丽要你的温柔帮我保留下来

perhaps 我没有你想象中那么勇敢, 我偶尔也会慌.