I don’t understand why I’m feeling so tired this week. But casting feelings aside, I need to get my things done. One thing I know, and Jesus showed through His life, I must never stop until it is finished.
There must be moments where He felt weary and lonely. Always praying for people and blessing others and healing the sick, spending time to fellowship with the sinners… Etc. And as I look unto Jesus, I always end up concluding that my problems are minor, and Jesus pressed on because of Love. Love for Abba Father, and His people. If there is one day where I were to lose all my earthly possesions, I won’t want to lose my conviction. Not just salvation, but that conviction so strong that Jesus is fighting for me, and all I need to do is to trust and obey.
Many times I strive hard for a living, getting closed up about life and all, its the love of God which once again open me up. Because I know, more than anyone, He cares the most and I matter the most to Him.
Feeling really stressed up and weary now, but I want to rmb the faithfulness of God and peace of God that will be my Fortress and Refuge. Help me to be on track and keep sight of what is in store for me as I keep on running the race. Don’t stop, keep running, don’t stop.
The main thing isn’t the Finishing line, but the. One who holds my hand in this race that I run.