was doing a quiz on fb.
it asked how can i relate to life.
1) A Mountain Climb? – ever ascending route till you get to the top.
2) A Classroom? – there’s always new lessons in life to learn.
3) A Building? – it goes from layers to layers, but must have a solid foundation.
4) A Battery? – weekdays are draining enough. i simply just need my weekend break!
i’ve been thru or am still going thru life as it is from options 1-4. and as i witness how some of my friends enter their adulthood(21 yrs), how some of them enter the workforce together with me.. it just sets me thinking that i cant view life the way i want it as before.
whilst still a student, you have “backings” for you. but when you really are a student no more, you need to provide the “backings’ for others. for some people, this may start right after their secondary education or poly education, but for some it will come only after they have reached their mid-twenties.
imagine ur parents who once were ur main providence suddenly come to you and tell you, ” hey, i’ll be depending on you from now on”. but iam glad to have parents whom tried to train me to be independent since i was young.
flashbacks then came which showed me of how in the younger days i would promise them i’d take good care of them when they grow old. and it is true that my parents are growing older than i think that they are. 好比有一股天经地义的责任感降落到我肩膀一般。im feeling the same way i do when i was 16 – entering a whole new phase of life. 5 years have passed since then. and i need to give my life back to the education sector that has brought me up thus far, not sure if i will continue, but i will serve my best these 5 years & enjoy my job to the fullest. bcos we always do what we enjoy best.
whatever is my need, i know that it will be met thru serving.
so, take my hand and lead me on Lord.
i really believe everything will change for this cant be forever. 
