set me on fire.

its midweek! and here i am to post about how my week has been so far.

Caught up with Guan and Timo on monday and i have to say, it was truly a fruitful time for myself to get to know more about them despite the fact that i’ve only known timo for 4 years and guan 7years. i met the guys up at katong and we went ahead to ebeenex music to check some pedals out. Guan tried on 4 pedals(right, not those for the bicycles!) and i thought OCD Fulltone sounded pretty nice! its very based on how sensitive the guitarist plays and Holier Reverb( the simple version ) sounds pretty alright with OCD. So guan, i think its time to save up to get them yah! in total, its an awesome time talking to the guys and helping guan to cancel out his wish list( out of the multitudes of wishes he has, he only managed to crossed out ONE. =D HAHAHA! )

Then we did mentioned something about personalities when talked about the traits of a female - whether she’s a D or simple Jane. He did mentioned that Guanrong thought i was pretty hyper. Haha, and i remembered Chris told me the same thing when he first knew me. Am i really am? hmmm…

right, actually before that i was actually doing some photo taking for my civil servant matrix card at cisco and doing my medial check up and raffles hospital. the first was a horrendous experience. i was glad, chanbihui was there to accompany me through the boring wait. well, i guess not alot of people like to wait. But its truly a fruit that is worth cultivating - patience. not to forget, to my surprised we bumped into classmates like pretty chuang, amanda, meizhen and wenbin and exchanged smiles! its a really small world out there!

here comes tuesday. the unforgettable day of my life perhaps. in the morning, i tuned in to some music online and ran for 20mins or so at home! it was a good experience cos i sweat all my anxieties and worries out! i think i’ve found a new way to release stress and thats cool! i was tuning to jay chou’s - yang guan zhai nan and i fell in love with the song!! his latest album really not bad.. with songs like my favourite like yang guang zhai nan and qing hua ci, its awesome lah! AND the MAIN THING is… I FORGOT TO DO WARM UP BEFORE I RAN, am currently enduring some muscle aches after the “vigorous” workout session on tuesday morning.

Later that day, i went for the long awaited bv audition! many who went told me how much they longed and waited like don’t know what just for this audition to come, and i simply give them the * wah man, you are really brave and patient man look * and its one audition every 2-3 years! WOW, i better count myself lucky! And i really am very privileged too. I mean these people that i’ve met are really persistent in the things that they want! I guess this is the first time i can really pluck up my courage to do something i really want to do. and i really pray that my capacity would enlarge like never before as i hold on to the promises i have

But then on the other hand, i got to miss an important meeting for the audition. Which i hope i could really attend as well. But i was so happy for friends that were recharged and found back their strength after that.

In case if you are wondering if i have been working, yes i have! i don’t want to lead a slacker life either. i would probably gain weight like no one’s business. i’ve ended my previous project in my company and its the beginning of a new project. many things to learn, to understand and to adapt then apply. But i am just glad that i am still coping alright. at the same time, i’ve made 2 new friends, daniel and chaihuat. There are so many chaihuats in this world!! HAHAHA!! and i cant stop laughing when i mention this name, cos my best friend’s brother’s called chaihuat as well. so we have been doing role plays with one another again and again, hoping that we would know the script so well and we could quickly kickstart this project! and i guess, this would probably be my last project in the company…

in fact, im missing the dell team alot. the old one as well as the new one. where we still have tengming qingqi benny crystal joe rebekah and my beloved SHENG SHIONG and i do miss the new dell with yongheng pamela stanley and ken. Zack’s leaving too.. *sobs* Zack was puzzled over lunch just now how come a dell team could bond so well. i guess i have no idea also. afterall we are people all from different walks of life and of different backgrounds and yet we found friendship in one another despite the demanding work! at the later part of dell, i would remember how i would ” take 5″ with yiting and yongheng and etc.

well, im like waiting for my project manager to get me to a conference call. so i am not lazing around in my office ok! and aiyo.. my muscle really ache… i think heels have to be banned over the weekend le..im walking totally like an old lady now. hands ache, back ache and my calves!! they ache big time…

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people come and people go, in the end You are all that remains.

You are faithful and i am really thankful.