space.

We used to have a common “space” in our hearts.
often we talk about this little thing called “space”.
then we fought about it, wanting the “space” for our own lives.
soon, we got the “space” we wanted.
You’re in your “space” and i am in my space.
there and here, it has always been like this all along.
perhaps initially we could never see the complete picture of “our space”.

发泄。

有的人，该做的事情不做。不该做，不该想的事情又偏偏去自找麻烦。

有的人，把身边的人当作理所当然，觉得全世界欠他似的，总把自己的情绪发泄在身旁的人身上。

有的人，缺乏灵活性，总觉得自己时对的，就算自己是错的，也觉得自己错的理所当然。

有的人，胆小怕死，什么事都听从别人的，样样没主见。

有的人，根本就是在浪费别人的时间，但是他犹豫不决，无法果断办事。

有的人，只会说别人，总为何不拿面镜子，照照自己。

thoughts.

           

Case Study.

CASE STUDY 1
Bella happens to like one of her friends Joshua. She felt that he might be the one for her. Jovial and suave, he never fails to help her whenver she needs a hand, give her a lift when its getting late, and always listens to her whenever she needs a listening ear. Knowing the things that he likes to do, she gradually pick up some of the habits she wouldn’t have in the past. Latenights, Chillouts, Luxury Lifestyle. Bella somewhat changed and adjusted her lifestyle when she knows that she is interested in Joshua to the kind of girl Joshua always dreams of having. However, Bella has an urge for a merge. She wants Joshua for herself. But knowing Joshua, the guy who just started working, he probably isn’t ready to commit to a relationship even though he’s open about the idea. Moreover, Bella suspects that Joshua purely regards her as a friend, and loves her like a friend would. Knowing that spending more time with Joshua would only allow Bella to deposit more love units into her love bank, she thought, she might as well probably avoid Joshua for the time being and give her heart some room to settle down and “wake herself up” as Joshua seems uninterested in her. However, is avoiding the best way? Knowing Joshua, it would be so hard to be friends after he knows she likes him becasue he would be put in a difficult spot. So, in your opinion, what should Bella do?

just dance!

gradually, i can accept dance hits and i kindda enjoy listening to em!

laogongs!

and i realised, all of em play guitars!

set my eyes on You.

was reading a friend’s blog, and i saw the challenges this particular friend is going thru. honestly, we all want to reach our destination on a good note. but what exactly is a good note?

by ” looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.”

1) Looking to Jesus at all times and not our ways

2) Having endurance when things are tough

3) Moving on to the next level even when your convictions are being despised

4) Reigning with God

So Lord, allow my eyes to be set on Your ways, allow my mind to think of Your thoughts, allow my heart to break like Your heart, allow my life to be an instrument pleasing to Thee.

warmth.

somehow, i can smile tday bcos for the first time i felt you finally remember i am part of your life. and i finally felt you’re sowing… im just thankful. :)

whether or not, i am already thankful.

fool.

i think im really foolish.
Why do i have to choose to go through the same thing time and time again?
Foolish.. Silly. Sighs.
Wake me up when today ends…

ren.

is it really true that when we get older we are more set in our ways?
if that is, i really hope i wont become someone rigid in my thinking, always choosing to do something that is ’safe’ or simply scratching the surface.

working with certain people in my life has made me see the difference in the working styles and attitude of peple. and sometimes, though unable to agree or comprehend with their way of doing things, a compromise has to step in for peace and harmony’s sake. hence, i know these arent the people whom i want to learn from.

in fact, there is never an ideal group or person to look up to. most of the time, i learn the most from the least, say my students. because with them, i’ve learnt to be  more understanding and accomodating, and you feel that you dont have to ”gay gao” for everything. though sometimes their ways are harder to tolerate, they taught me patience.

i look up to people who are senior in authority, but always setting a good example for the rest to follow, but never have airs or crash their authority on others. my ideal learning experience is one whom speak, yet listen more, assigned a task but shows you how-to-do-it more. these what i consider cool, and attracts me to learn from them, and ultimatelyt being inspired to be like them.

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brushing that aside, i am really sleepy.. going to punggol meetoh schol for an event later from 3-5pm.. zzzzzz wo yao hui jia..

Looking forward for CG!